I wonder if anybody is subscribed by email or something... and they would get a little ding saying I made a post.
I kind of doubt it.
I'm sitting at work watching a seagul walk in circles outside. I'm tired af and I've been sick the past week. You'd think I'd lose weight. Nah. The seagul just flew away... presumably because a crow was encroaching on his area and he didn't want to deal with that.
For those who happen across this that don't know yet... I'm pregnant. I am due Sept 6. My divorce isn't final yet so that's fun. But hopeful it will be finished by end of the month. I'm super excited about baby... but also so stressed. We do not have the space right now. And rentals... rentals are so high.
I'm going to need to pick up more hours. Get kids back into daycare. Get Dev working.
Blah.
I just want to be done with stress. Remind me why I got a job? I know I wanted to be out of the house more. Interact with the world again. But FFS it's wearing me out and I miss the kids so much.
I hope when Devon gets a job it's a nice enough one that I can stay home again a while and then become my own boss in whatever means necessary. Passive income is my goal. Then I can focus harder on parenting and photography. Maybe blogging and vlogs. The stuff I like to do. The stuff that is me. I can do side tech work. I like it well enough. But I need to be my own boss. I need "cable guy hours." Sure would you like Saturday between 11 and 3 or Tuesday sometime between 1 and 5?
